Horse Farm...? No, goat farm

Haha, I bet yall are all wondering what my heading means, so here it is. Cecil and Paula and Kj and I all went to go get some goats we ended up coming home with 4 goats insed of 2 and 3 are pregant.Which we already have 2 goats at the farm. I named one of the goats, which is totally mine beside I dont pay for her, but she is a LITTLE white one and her name is Tinkerbell, and they we have a black and white male named Billy, and 2 other tan and white females, with no names yet. But we also came home with something we didnt think we were. A horse, really a gaint, a 17h, 17 year old, Belguim amish horse, named Sainti Ago, named by his new owner Dawn Mills!!!! He is just stunning and as broke as anything. Paula and I braided and groomed him today, and I fixed my halter which he now wears, which was an oversize. Ha, on to Em, Em was really ouching today on her hind so I wrapped her legs and I am leaving them on tonite and taking them off tomorrow... But shes doing great, and so is Riz...

Now for the good stuff, Cecil didnt believe me that I rode and showed and kinda owned a horse bigger than Sainti Ago, and even jumped!!! His name is tiny and he was right around 19h , he was my pride and joy, and then he sold. But I took him to his first show and jumped him and all other wondereds!!miss you boy. Right now my computer wont let me post the pictures but I will post them asap... but I will be bringing then to Cecil tomarrow!!

Back to reality!!! or maybe just me?

Ok... Lets say this blog is just getting out what I have to say.
I have to say that all this drama at the farm kind of makes me feel betrayed, I dont get why people have to be so sneaking about somethings, and Personily; I know I am not the only one that feels like this; I feel like I am being just blown off, like a grain of sand. No matter how nice I try to be there dont care, there head is always higher than mine. But I dont care, I wish them the best of luck. All I have to say is I am doing what is best of my horses, and for me. I am staying.... I love the farm owners, and they are just great. I have to say they take great care of my horses, even with me horses weird schedule as she is in everyday in her stall beside monday and wednesday and they put up with my crazy little colt. If anyone has the option to baord there, take the offer!!! I think this time and place is actually really good for all us, its time to know who is there for the right reasons, who really wants it, and who really is family. At times we alll feel like its never going to get better, but now everyone has a fresh new start. Time to wipe of the slate and begin and new chapter, and I think we all need it. I want to wish everyone the best of luck, and me and paula are going to do our thing. And hopefully we will reach our dreams, and never stop to look back on this.....

Its a hard not life....

All I have to say is the last few days have been really hard for me... a lot has been going on in my home life, but like I always do is run to the barn for my one place of freedom. Today I shaved Em again, she looks great. I also rode my most favorite pony, Dixie. She is coming along Great!! Als9 yesterday I rode my old time friend, April, lord I miss riding that horse. I also today put Riz's western bridle together!!so cute... write more later

Dreams gone or just on hold?

Well I know most of yall that know me, know that I have been trying so hard to find a horse to qualify for Young Riders in dressage with. I have to say this drama at the farm right now has made my dreams go down the drain, and personally I didnt know what else to do beside just cry. I have been working on my horse for years to try and make her that horse for me but she can just not doing the flying leads, and tempis. It really kills me to think of selling her, and getting my "dream horse" but I have to say Em is my dream horse, just not this dream. Em has everything I love riding but if I want to do something I WANT TO DO, not my horse, I might need to part with her. If yall dont know I have owned this horse for MANY years, and I have been thru everything wiht her. And I quote, people say when I am riding her it looks like we are dancing together. Personally I am the only one this horse really trust, and doesnt try and bite. But there is a time and place for everything, and I want to start amking my dreams come true. Hopefully everything will work out and I can contiue to look for my dream horse and try and get to young riders by 2010!!!

keeping yall updated

So I thought I would say something that is short and sweet... I am staying where I am at this point....If yall dont know what I am talking about I am sorry I cant say it at this time, but if you do then you will understand... But I will give yall an update on my horses.

Em...wow thats all I can say... She is doing great we are still jumping the little stuff but we have been jumping like 2'6ish to make sure she isnt getting to bored,but she is finally getting that she doesnt have to jump then buck off crazy afterwards, she is finally letting me help her change her leads and canter off nicely!!!

Riz is doing great. I wanted to see what he will think about getting clipped so I clipped his front legs...lol. But he was PERFECT, he is going in the stall now so I think I might clip his whole body to get rid of that winter ucky coat.Riz is finally filling out,lord he is going to be a nice pony! But got to study for exams.

Thank you

Thank you to all the people that have supported me in my blog, and I have to say thank you to miss dawn and miss janet!

Guess who? Guess you???

I wanted to post on to one person just one person, Rachel. I cant believe that you think its ok to write on my blog and my friends, even my trainers. But see the thing is you we DONT KNOW YOU. And you wont say who you are?? Maybe you are just unreal in that way that you have to be mean to someone else to make you feel like a "GOOD PERSON". Well you arent, please leave my family alone, and go bother someone else that you can bring down, or no dont bother someone else, just plain grow up....